In a Bad Place
I've been in a strange sort of mood for the last couple of days. It doesn't seem to be getting better, either.
I can't seem to get over this thing with Wes. I feel like my marriage is damaged or based on false assumptions. I don't know how to react to it. So, I just clam up. It's a defensive thing.
I should be happy that someone loves me and doesn't care about anything physical. Most people don't do so well.
So, knowing I am upset, he is scrambling to show affection. I, being upset, am pushing away anything he does because I know he's only patronizing me.
Last night, I slept with my clothes on.
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